Moments before you sleep...

It is 11.55pm, just finish shower.. just finish cooking my all-in-1 porridge for tomolo breakfast...
My sweats is like freeflow even though i just finish shower only... damn!!
Anyways, i am having 1 small little bowl of my porridge because it look so tempting in the pot, as if it was calling out to me to eat it...
Raining with thunderstorm and light though it is not heavy...
My internet sucks at the moment.. but i still manage to type this post...


Lately I am slowly picking up my slacking life back to order...
Having a test this week fri, Law - 4 steps process.. am gonna suck big time..
Despite that i think i did well on my test 1 n 2, got (10 out of 15%) & (14.5 out of 20%)... not exceptionally well but it is good enuff for me.. hehe...
Fren comin from kl tomolo... Convo this week...
Might have a photoshoot for glasses this week.. but i dun really have any confident doin it because i dun feel good about myself.. when u dont feel good bout yourself.. nothing feels good...

Dunno why my mood is a bit cranky lately.. as per my roommate i am always cranky.. i dun deny just that i never get to calm down n relax.. as if my mind is not in my head.. i remember this but i forget that...
Hmmm... is that de sign of getting old.... oh no... no beauty.. no body... no looks... now no brain.. i am a goner...nobody wan liao lo... Oh dear... gotta do something about it... lols...


Anyways.. time for my yummy porridge






Good Night...

Ignorance


Amos Bronson Alcott:
To be ignorant of one's ignorance is the malady of the ignorant.

There are people around who can make u so piss because of something that they do. I dun understand how some ppl have live their to pretend someone they are not but yet at the same time people around actually know that it is not the real them.

I am so FCUKING piss now because of some idiot... thought it'll be bad of me to say it all out here but overall this person is starting to get on my nerves. If only there is some ways to tell this very paticular person.

I wan to tell this person;
The more clever u think u are, the more stupid it seems u are to me...
There are things that i don't say out loud doesn;t mean i dun notice, i dun feel, it is because i dun wanna show it out that u are such a person.
well it seems that it is not only me, other ppl araound u do feel the same too.. 
So pls FCUKING wake up, n c... u are not gaining any popularity, instead u are driving your frens away!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank Q for listening~ Peace...







 

12.12am

I am suppose to sleeping right now...

but it seems i have alot in mind...
it is dragging me away from my comfy bed..
lookin at my room so big and empty..
it seems to be lacking of something...

what shall i do?
i dunno...
still busting all my brain cells thinking...
hope time will tell me quickly...
physical and mentally freaking awake...

pls show me some insight soon.......