Losing Battle

Maybe it i just meant to be...

i am always fighting a losing battle...
Never on the winning side...

Till now I have no idea what i am doing...
Nothing i do is ever good enough for anyone to appreciate..
I am no superhuman, I have feelings too...
Everyone just selfishly think for themselves but expect others to understand, care, be thoughtful

At the end, i have only myself to blame.. 
Who ask me to give so much?
Who ask me to care for others
Who ask me to be understanding always
No one... Its just me being too busybody..

I should just mind my own FUCKING business like everyone else...
Then i wouldn't feel so hurt and pain inside

This is always de usual case..
Nothing special..
Happen again n again n again
I never learnt my lesson
Ended up doing the same thing again n again

How stupid can one get...
That is me...
The dumbest one of all mankind

Miracle dun exist for dumb people.
Making it possible just dun work for no brainer like me

I highly over estimated myself..
Thinking that 'Maybe'
There is just no maybe..
Either a Yes or a No


Is she a bitch?

Recently i heard a story that if u hooked up with your fren's ex bf, then u are d bitch...
I din know there is a rule not to date fren's ex bf?
Is it true?
I mean it is not like it is like right after they break up?
is it a total no no or there is a time frame to it

Can anyone explain to me?
i really dun understand..

I mean i dun mind if anyone of my fren wanna date my ex bf..
not that there is anyone u know wan to.. lols..

so is it a girl crime to date your fren bf?

Shontelle- Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did



* sometimes when i think back, this is how i feel  guess, not that i am still in love but the  pain is just that unbearable!

Mariah Carey Ft Ne-yo - Angel Cry

Mariah:
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry



* this lyrics hold dearly to my heart, felt like this was meant for me...