Maybe it i just meant to be...
i am always fighting a losing battle...
Never on the winning side...
Till now I have no idea what i am doing...
Nothing i do is ever good enough for anyone to appreciate..
I am no superhuman, I have feelings too...
Everyone just selfishly think for themselves but expect others to understand, care, be thoughtful
At the end, i have only myself to blame..
Who ask me to give so much?
Who ask me to care for others
Who ask me to be understanding always
No one... Its just me being too busybody..
I should just mind my own FUCKING business like everyone else...
Then i wouldn't feel so hurt and pain inside
This is always de usual case..
Nothing special..
Happen again n again n again
I never learnt my lesson
Ended up doing the same thing again n again
How stupid can one get...
That is me...
The dumbest one of all mankind
Miracle dun exist for dumb people.
Making it possible just dun work for no brainer like me
I highly over estimated myself..
Thinking that 'Maybe'
There is just no maybe..
Either a Yes or a No
May 27, 2010 at 10:12 PM
Hrmm. You sounded so down lately. You okay?