dear diaRY

I am living my life behind the shadows at the moment!
Really dunno how to deal with my life anymore...
It has been filled with so much negative emotions this early year that all i can do is accept the fact that this is just not my year!
Slacking, Lazy, Unlucky, shit happen- is this all excuses from me or careless or just plain fate!!

Despite me having all these troubles and negative thoughts, there is one thing I am happy though..
I have my family and frens like Panda, Fish for me oh!!!
It is good enough for me to create a smile whenever I think of them.

no thanks is good enough to show how I feel!!

I really appreciate you,
Your helpful, giving ways,
And how your generous heart
Your unselfishness displays.I thank you for your kindness,
I will not soon forget;
Both of you are one of the nicest people
I have ever met.

Love the both of you!!!